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Short Stories (Stories for the Youth), book by Father Tadros Yacoub Malaty

9- I Am Upset with God


Fr. Pishoy Kamel(2) visited a sick person who was complaining from severe back pain. Fr. Pishoy started to comfort him, but the man answered, Im not asking God to take away my illness. I only ask Him to give me the strength to stand up for prayer and to take from me the severe headache that hinders me from praying the Lords Prayer. As long as the headache is there, I cant concentrate on one word.

Fr. Pishoy replied, Dont be upset if youre not able to attend church or stand up for prayer, or even say the Lords Prayer because you participate in Jesus suffering. Give thanks for this participation as Jesus also suffered back pain under the heavy burden of the cross. Image: Fr. Bishoy Kamel carrying the Holy cross and a microphone. صورة في موقع الأنبا تكلا: القمص أبونا بيشوي كامل وهو يحمل الصليب المقدس وميكروفونًا. Image: Fr. Bishoy Kamel carrying the Holy cross and a microphone.

صورة في موقع الأنبا تكلا: القمص أبونا بيشوي كامل وهو يحمل الصليب المقدس وميكروفونًا.

Some days later, when this sick man came to the church, Fr. Pishoy greeted him with his usual smile. The sick man said, Im upset with God because after I got used to the pain and felt the sweetness of the suffering and counted myself unworthy of that suffering, He cured me.

Fr. Pishoy Kamel considered suffering with Jesus the greatest kind of worship.1 In our case, the man fell short of being in the church, as far as attendance and prayer are concerned. But, through suffering, our bodies become a temple for the Crucified and our life becomes a continuous prayer.

I remember that I had a friend who was serving with me in the church. He was looking forward to being a monk. He loved the monastic life. His father-confessor was also a monk and he told him not to be hasty, Be patient. Dont be rash.

Once, this friend came to his father confessor and said, I dont have enough time for labor and service. I feel that Im wasting time. I want to devote myself to worship. However, Ive had so many troubles in work.

The father replied with great wisdom, The time will come for you to devote yourself to worship, wait and be patient. Train yourself now to exercise patience since. Its a very good opportunity to share in Jesus suffering and crucifixion. Its very easy to pray, to meditate, and to praise God, the thing that is important and necessary in Christianity. But without suffering, how will you share in Jesus great love?

→ English translation of the story here at أنا (زعلان) من ربنا! Divider

O Long-suffering, Give me Your long-suffering.

Give me joy in Your Cross

Mix my worship with Your suffering,

My depth rejoices with You forever.


Footnotes and references for this page here at

(2) Fr. Pishoy suffered from cancer at the end of his life. The Coptic Church, when celebrating the Feast of the Cross chants its tunes according to those of the Palm Sunday hymns, i.e. the tunes of joyous exultation. In conformity and identification with his beloved Church, Fr. Pishoy overcame the pain by rejoicing, for even before being attacked by cancer, he called it the disease unto the Kingdom. While he lay in bed with pain with patience, silence and a fixed gaze on the Cross. As for the interval between the brutal attacks of pain, they were spent in chanting hymns of praise and glorification.

 Another means by which this ardent disciple of Christ soothed his agony was listening to a recorded tape of the five chapters of The Book of Lamentations. This joyous endurance of Abouna filled all the hearts with comfort and joy. They too, saw in him the Apostle Paul who offered his pain as his credential (2 Cor. 11:21-33), for he transformed pain into a life with God, and disease into evangelism. (The Story of Father Pishoy Kamel: Magnetic Radiation; by Iris Habib El Masry, pp. 25,26; Pub. St. George Church Bookstore, Sporting, Alexandria, Egypt).

Other books by or about Fr. Pishoy Kamel include, The Cross: As Lived by Rev. Fr. Pishoy Kamel (two short booklets- St. George Church Library, Sporting Alexandria, Egypt and The Holy Apostles & St. Apanoub Church, Black Town, N.S.W., Australia),

 Pastoral Work in the Life of Father Pishoy Kamel, by Fr. Tadros Y. Malaty (St. Mark Coptic Orthodox Church-St. Mark Coptic Orthodox Church, Jersey City, New Jersey and St. Peter & St. Paul Coptic Orthodox Church, Santa Monica California)

 From the Fruits of Paradise: Sayings by Fr. Pishoy Kamel (St. George & St. Joseph Coptic Orthodox Church, Roseboro, Quebec, Canada).

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